Lived Experience Forum

[Fluttershy1]

@creative_writer @PinkFlamingo @Patches59 @Shaz51 @tyme @Jynx @Snowie @RiverSeal @PizzaMondo - it’s not getting any easier, grandma is just making me feel worse within myself. She told me off just because I didnt feed the cat I didn’t even know if he was still on medication…. I feel like a burden and a mistake and a failure. I just wanna hide away from everything and everyone, I just feel like a let down. I’m not good enough for anybody. 

I’m safe…

[creative_writer]

@Fluttershy1 sitting with you. I think you are good enough, I am sure others on the forums feel the same way ❤️

[Snowie]

@Fluttershy1 just take it moment by moment.

Is there anything nice you can do for yourself today? Even if it is just sitting down and having a cuppa.

[PinkFlamingo]

I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way @Fluttershy1 💜🫂

Sounds hard being there right now - please do remember you have people here who really care about your wellbeing, and are holding space and sitting with you while you navigate these hard times 💜💜🫂🫂

And I gently want to say that you’re never a let down, burden, mistake, or failure; you’re a good person who is going through a really tough time, doing your best, and not giving up - for that I just want to say I’m really proud of you 💜🙂🌺

keep pushing through sweetness, we hold space and sit with you in your hard times 🫂💜

[Fluttershy1]

Thanks @creative_writer - it means a lot, I feel like I’ve hit a brick wall. 

[Fluttershy1]

I’m doing word searches @Snowie - I’m just trying my best to distract, I’m in emergency room, for my MH again. I’m safe

[Snowie]

I do word searches too @Fluttershy1 to distract myself.

I'm sorry you are in emergency hon. We are there with you.

[Fluttershy1]

@PinkFlamingo - it feel impossible, I’m extremely overwhelmed with everything going on, I just feel like a let down and burden on everyone, I just feel like I’ve hit a brick wall. I feel like I’m in shutdown and on the verge of an episode. I’m safe though, just really struggling. I don’t know how to feel, I just want my baby back that I miscarried. 

[Fluttershy1]

Thanks @Snowie - it’s quite overwhelming, do you have any good suggestions on where to get word search books from? 

[Snowie]

It would be overwhelming @Fluttershy1 Lots happening around you.

I got my some of my books from a $2 shop. I know they have them at The Reject Shop too.

Aldi has them on sale sometimes too.